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the blogger: bianca nela de leon dela isla
aGe: 18
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{bea}
{perfectly imperfect}
{born on halloween}
{ORGANIZATIONAL COMMUNICATION}
{GC}
{madaldal}
{mahilig mag-joke}
{pero corny naman..}
{infatuation junkie}
{iyakin}
{hungry poet}
{mushy}
{nerbyosa}
{makulit}
{loves ONE TREE HILL}
{loves James Lafferty}
{mahal ko ang sugarfree}
{at ang kanta nilang MARIPOSA}
{paulinian forever}

~eds'my pinkadict bestfriend
~marielee'the smart kid
~angge' the ranting math major
~tine' the vainglorious
~k-an' my fx mate
~kuya 3stan' the music man
~jewel' beachfella
~china chua' the temptress
~badette' blockmate na tibak
~jona' the banana
~paudev' the patient
~mel' pink and purple lover
~brij't he scribe of all time
~gn' spongebob lover
~jinggay' honeybytes ko
~jer' pinsan
~barbie 5ive ko' the ganda girl
~chesca' the workaholic
~pippo' the necrophiliac *shudder*
~nestle' icecream?
~ruth' my dingdong seatmate
~cara' the diwata
~paige' the illusionadita
~cima' sizzling turon mate
~gwen'the gorgeous one
~ninin' lost soul in the abyss
~cosio' the examiner
~earl' my bombshell blockhead
~mik' YFC mate

 

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hoy.

akala mo ba ikaw lang ang busy ha?

hindi yata.

busy rin ako.

12:50 AM

ansaya ko.

grabe din, antagal ko na sigurong hindi nasasabi to.

para akong tuyot na makina ng kotse na biglang na-gasolinahan.

ansaya ko.

*smile* :)

10:34 PM

new blog skin= new blog life?

no more melodramatic posts.

no more entries about pain and unfair consequences that life brings.

no more emotional roller coaster rides.

no more bullshit tear jerkers.

no more stories about uncertain infatuation or feelings that only I, in my imaginary world, can feel.

new blogskin means new blog life--- and hopefully a rejuvinated blogger.

there's no place for YOU here. not any song that reminds me of you.. not your memory. and not even your name.

6:53 AM

aaarggh!!

i hate it...

zits are sprouting on my face like mushrooms..

too much worrying, i guess..

well, if you're in my shoes, you'd worry like hell too.

i worry because i have to do sooooo much and yet i procrastinate like i own time, realizing in the end how stupid i am for not doing the stuff that i needed to.

they're all piling up, and i feel helpless...

o gosh.

ah, the joys of college life!

5:32 AM

bagong motto ko in life: magsalita ka ng strictly straight english sa harap ni prof. sarile or mamatay ka nalang .

masama talaga loob ko... sa kanya? pwede. sa sarili ko? pwede.

ansakit lang kasi after ng preparations mo, after mong i-defend yung gawa mo, after mong sagutin yung question ng isa kong classmate (with all my might), makikita mong ang grade mo ay dos. isang namamagand dos. namamaga.

tapos yung bisaya-slash-jologs-slash-trying hard-slash-perpetually hopeless mong classmate, 1.75!!!!!

shit.

antapang ko, kinausap ko si prof. kasi alam ko i dont deserve that grade. and being the freakin' crybaby that i am, napaiyak ako sa harap niya.

"it's not like i'm questioning you or anything, but i would just like to know my bad points because i really felt that i already gave my best and yet it still wasn't good enough.."

"you were shifting to Taglish and Englog"

ya right.

good thing after the encounter, i took the bad evaluation as my motivation to show her that i'm sooo not worth the grade she gave me.

"ms. dela isla i appreciate that you are participating actively in class now"

yes, she better.

2:32 AM